Assalammualaikum & Annyeong Haseyo, babe!
Sebenarnya aku tak tahu nak tulis apa tapi aku terasa nak menulis. Yup! Sekarang pagi buta dan pukul 2.30pm aku ada praktikal exam kitchen and I'M SO 'GLAD' THAT I'M HERE! Wtf pfft... -.-"
*otak aku terlalu serabut*
Terlalu banyak perkara yang datang dekat aku lately. Nak aku senaraikan? Haha! Tak apalah~ Takut tersemakkan fikiran korang je :D
Wehh!! *bisik* "nak tahu salah satu tabiat pelik aku tak? sebenarnya aku tak pasti kalau ini satu tabiatlah~ hehe! setiap kali aku nak hadapi exam aku mesti takkan ada perasaan nak study and it'll always happened to me every time my exam is coming WTH~ Huh!
For 2 days past I'm working like a full timer mean NO REVISION because too busy with working~ Yah! I know myself well~ I wont study and I don't know why. Maybe I need someone beside me too study along but who? I don't have much friends lo~
I wish this semester will end ASAP and during my break time for 2 weeks I wanna working because I'll forget all the problems when I doing something AND I WISH NOT TO SEE THAT PERSON ! ! ! Seriously, I become to HATE her ! Not my fault to hate you, dude! I try to accept who you are but you never did the same thing towards me ma~ >.<
Yes! One of my problem is this girl! Erh~ Annoyed me every time, every second, every day even I CAN'T SLEEP WELL BECAUSE OF HER! Oh, my I seriously want to punch her face once but I can't because she is not a pillow but human! So bad~
Warh~ It gonna be my longer post ever ya? Haha! Whatever~ pfft...
Tomorrow (or myabe today) I'll start my exam back until 6 of February and FREEDOM GONNA BE MIND ! :D I really hope I can doing well because my mid term result quite good to see LOL xD I just don't wanna failed because of ONLY 2 reasons, first is I'll repeat the subject and it'll cost some money and second is I never can imagine how to tell my grandparents about it. They both too important to me and I promised them that study always will be the first then my part time job. So, Syahirah jebal doing well~
Maybe after my exam is done I'm gonna face to one of big problem ever in my life and until now I didn't do any decision even I told "them" that I'll do it, but... Ah~ "they" will call me! I knew it~ (b2st? LOLS) Ottokhae? T.T"
Lately I can't sleep.. Ya! I tried to make myself tired but why this body hard to be tired? I wanna sleep at my grandparents house, on my lovely bed :'(
I wanna rest ! ! !
Not for my body but my mind ! ! !