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Tuesday, 17 September 2013

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I hate to say this but I'm seriously hate myself sometimes !
I hate when I can't control my mind !
I hate when I don't know what exactly I'm thinking about !
I hate when I can't feel happiness !
I hate when I can't smile to people !
I hate when people keep judging me !
I hate when I also can't understand what are really I want !
I hate when I also can't answer people when they ask me , " What's wrong with you ?" !
I hate all of them !
I just hate it !


Being this kind of person not a thing that I can proud about !
What are you expect from me ?


What did you said ?
People thought I've no feelings ?
Ya ! You're right !
I'm that kind of person !


How I wish I'm born to a person no feelings !


I'm not ask people to understand me because after I lost my family I being like this without me asking for these !
Satisfied ?!
Since I lost them I don't know how to smile , being happy , grateful , even respects some people attitude and trust people !
I just don't know what are exactly happened on me ! I don't know ! 
Ya Allah ! How I wish I can answer all questions they gave me !


Yeah ! People hate me !
People can't accept me !
I don't ask to !
Stop judging me ! Stop it ! Stop it ! STOP IT !


Everyday I will pray to Him to give a person to me , ANYONE in this world !
Anyone ! Family or friends or maybe stranger ?
To be someone beside me !
Someone I can talks everything !
I've one but  . . Every time I wanna share somethings  . .  My feeling stop me !
Why ?
Maybe she is not a right person ?


I just want someone that I can express my feelings .


It's okay if people hate me ! I never care about it !
Since people said I'm " heartless " :)


Huh . . .  ~ ~ ~ ~ 
Yah ! Cube ah ~
I wish you're a person !
But you're just a blog ~ Hahaha
If you're a real person . . I don't mind you are  a man or woman . . 
I just wanna hug you tightly !
Cube ah ~
Do you want to know something ?
Every time I'm writing on you I will imagine that you're a person and I was lay my head on your shoulder ! ^^ LOL
Yah ! Of course you're taller than me kekeke
You only a cube ! I mean a blog .
Only you ever seen me cried like pffffttt when I'm writing on you hahahaha xD
Aigo ~ Kekeke
From now on you're not only the Cube either a blog but . .  We're chingu ! Arasseo ? :)
Bbyong chingu ah ~ ^^
For today jeongmal gomawo and mian ~

I'm Outta Control! Always as Jester940627 :)